it is time to quit

when you start having nitemares about your boss
when you can do your job with your eyes closed
when you say 'shut the fuck up' in your head anytime someone talks to you
when all of the cool people have left that where there when you started
when you would rather wait tables than have health insurance
when you daydream about smaking that Ho
.........so i guess it is time
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

The Art of Not Saying Hi

recently, playing ipod solitaire on the train has been the best way to be completely unaware of people that are undeserving of my hi. OK..not like they are undeserving or i am in some way more deserving but you know what i mean. when you are stuck side by side with someone you kinda know, or a dude you accidentally made out with there's no need for obligated small talk. forced smiles aren't very pretty either. it's just unbecoming. so i figure the best way is to appear like i don't see them at all. or stare past them like i don't even recognize the face.

Spreading the Love

Sometimes it just feels good to say

my Nick experience

this was my view....
he stood over me banging his tamboutine into the mic stand.
i touched his leg and he sang to me....
...my phone died after getting only blurry pics. luckily we made friends with the profesh photog in front of us...

Now for your viewing pleasure....

my first time

i'm speechless.

i'm not a blogger.

but figure this is better than driving myself crazy obsessing over the mundane pointlessness of my current existence. (insert pic of windowless basement office here)

does that sound suicidal? cause i'm not. i'm just stuck.

i need some excitement. like whirlwind travel...walking out of my stable job, flashing a smile and waving toodleloo. i feel like i'm on the brink of someting. the calm before the storm.

here's the good news.

my birthday and mexico are right around the corner. i think i might not come back. i will become a street urchin surviving on $ from my mariachi band and serving jello shots to underage spring breakers.

im not depressed. just sarcastic. now for a moment of zen